There are no words to say what these last few weeks has been like. I have been hibernating and trying to make sense of my life and the crisis I have been facing. I have been trying to wrap my mind around the fact that my husband has left me and the kids. Actually I asked him to leave because he was too much of a coward to walk away...so I gave him the easy way out. No effort to make amends ever arose from him, to mend what was broken, as he has found someone who loves and cares for him. What a kick to my heart.
The hurt has threatened to break me and reduce me to ashes, but I am still standing through no power of my own but by the strength of God and a support team of girlfriends that won't quit.
I have spent 15 years of my life loving someone, and it has all gone to waste. I have never been here before and I am grateful for my kids and all my family who have rallied around me. No words can adequately say how much I have been held and supported through this time.